Stick note to myself

Shama...i'm begging you to back on track...Dont let the "X" factor make you down and down,..ffuhhhh...think positive,,think positve..:'(

Big Apple Donut - thinking of this, make me crazy..:)

2011-->>bukan nanti tapi pasti

Last time, masa study dulu..selalu berangan2 apa akan jadi after 5-6 years. Kira la time tu on 2oo4..bila realise balik..macam banyak benda yang diangankan..kalau ditulis boleh panjang satu karangan sekolah budak darjah 3...atau mungkin macam karangan di bawah ni..

*ambik dari FB

hmmm...rupa-rupanya...after 6 years..banyak benda yang dipelajari...masih banyak angan2 yang masih belum "menuju puncak"-lagu rasmi AF..

By the way, 2011..still more hope, more fun, more joy, more sorrow ahead of me...

Thanks God for keeping me always positive..ermm.yeahh..:D

Hepi New year 2011..:D :D

A PROMISE TO MYSELF

wuaaaaaaaaaaaa...I MISS MY BLOG


I Promise not to leave you( my blog).....:D

my new BFF...

Paris Hilton & her BFF got the latest season....it's not only her got new bff..i also can....hehhee

yeahhh...my new bFF is acer ferrari...don't know what name should i give to it...ermmm....
it's like first love sight when i first see you...
and for sure i love it....(^_^)





born on 07.03.2010
i hope that we'll become a good friend..



It's time to say goodbye to my old Twinhead...i'm gonna miss you


*thanks to my father...*

Goodbye 2009, welcome 2010

This is may be the first and the last entry on my blog for this month-december...
also the last entry for this year...2009

Everyone busy on countdown and say goodbye to this year and welcome 2010...
ermm,..but for sure 2009, teach me to live in real world...no more fairy tale..or happy ending story..fuhhhh.....All the good feeling and the pain come together..a lot of of tears and hard to say that "i'm strong enough"...and from all that thing, i build my strength..renew my my faith to HIM

2010, i can see that "your door open now"..just waiting for me to come in...and i promise to myself to stay healthy(putting on weight), love more, give more rather than accept, read more and think positive...yeahh!!!!


wish you guys all the best for this coming new year...2010
-my family-be strong..be stand
-my best friend-always there for me..thanks God, that YOU send this special person to be my friend...*lyn n fely*
-my colleagues-let us be the GOOD PPH on 2010..hehehee..don't forget to make a joke more
-people around the world-love with each other....;) just back from my aunt's wedding

*nothing gonna change my love for you*

God's will

I’m on my way to finish my mission-read a lots of book(apa2 buku..shin chan pn boleh)
I borrowed this book from library*using my sister library card*..Cause of my too afraid of lost of my library card, I keep it until can’t remember where I put it..*misplaced it*..huhuuuuu

This book written by Morris L.Venden..Pastor from California and also Speaker in Christian college..*rasa macam mau fotostat buku ni..*


There are eight step to know the God’s will in our life. Until now, I’ve finished two chapters out of eight. In this chapter the author describe in how we can differentiate between God’s will and our own feelings. Gideon, John, Elijah and Abraham are among the Bible characters that author use as his examples of fruitful person whose surrender all their life and will to God.


We can recognize of our feelings through sinful feelings and not sinful feelings. The devil will work through on our feelings and leads our heart, eyes and ears away from God. One of the indicator that we can used to know whether our feeling are come from the conviction of Holy Spirit or our humanity feelings are Holy Spirit will never lead sinful feelings in our mind and cause us fear.(refer to 2 Tim 1:7). Holy Spirit always give us conviction feelings on our and decision or will. Holy spirit never leaves us guilt and hopeless. The mistake that we always do in our Christianity life is we forget to bring the honor and Glory of God instead of we focus on our ourselves. When I’m flashing back my life, I realized that I always breaking this rule. I’m too selfish and kind of desperate in front of God. I'm always "tarik tali" with God everytime i have to make decision..for sure i'm not surrender all my burden to Him..always follow my simply feelings to handle it...huhuuuu
forgive me Lord.....

God send Holy Spirit to us as our guidance. Bible said that on John 10, the sheep recognize the voice of Shepherd and distinguish between that voice from a stranger, because they know Him…In God we can find our way, but firstly, we have to know and recognize which our own feeling. It hard to know the exactly feeling which one is from God or our own. The main point to know His voice is through know Him intimately, so that we do not certainly go through our feeling whenever we have problem.

“We live by faith, not by our sight”…-one of One Way lyrics

kreativiti

All thing new(macam title album TW)..hehee

Macam2 keja yang boleh dikatakan gila bagi aku yang jarang buat untuk tempoh dua minggu ni...first, aku dye rambut(lupa apa colour)-not obviously...ok la, tak la seperti kazen aku yg pernah kena tegur dengan nenek aku dulu..dikatanya macam "jelu merah or in BM binatang merah"(nenek aku pandai2 buat spesis haiwan satu lagi...sampai sekarang masih tak tau jelu merah tu apa)

then, aku pakai contact lens warna "angel grey"...yang ni aku beli dekat blog Geolens...macam2 kaler ada..semuanya datang dari Korea...cOntact lens ni buat bola anak mata aku besar...No wonder la mata orang Korea look different from us..seumur hidup tak pernah tergerak hati untuk mencuba yang berkaler2




contact lens yang berkaler...2.50 tu degree mata..*my first collection*



tadaa....looks natural...cuma bola mata luar biasa besar...*pedulikan eyebags aku yg kelihatan ketara*




Pagi2 lagi lepas breakfast konon2 pegi menemani colleague aku beli fake eyelashes..tup2 aku pula yang lebih2 mencari mana yang sesuai...

masalah kamera....x berapa clear....*tunggu kwn aku MLT beli DLSR...hehee*

Ada la nampak sikit...

+++lepas ni, mau renew apa lagi..renew lesen keta lama lagi...ermmmmmmm+++++++