God's will

I’m on my way to finish my mission-read a lots of book(apa2 buku..shin chan pn boleh)
I borrowed this book from library*using my sister library card*..Cause of my too afraid of lost of my library card, I keep it until can’t remember where I put it..*misplaced it*..huhuuuuu

This book written by Morris L.Venden..Pastor from California and also Speaker in Christian college..*rasa macam mau fotostat buku ni..*


There are eight step to know the God’s will in our life. Until now, I’ve finished two chapters out of eight. In this chapter the author describe in how we can differentiate between God’s will and our own feelings. Gideon, John, Elijah and Abraham are among the Bible characters that author use as his examples of fruitful person whose surrender all their life and will to God.


We can recognize of our feelings through sinful feelings and not sinful feelings. The devil will work through on our feelings and leads our heart, eyes and ears away from God. One of the indicator that we can used to know whether our feeling are come from the conviction of Holy Spirit or our humanity feelings are Holy Spirit will never lead sinful feelings in our mind and cause us fear.(refer to 2 Tim 1:7). Holy Spirit always give us conviction feelings on our and decision or will. Holy spirit never leaves us guilt and hopeless. The mistake that we always do in our Christianity life is we forget to bring the honor and Glory of God instead of we focus on our ourselves. When I’m flashing back my life, I realized that I always breaking this rule. I’m too selfish and kind of desperate in front of God. I'm always "tarik tali" with God everytime i have to make decision..for sure i'm not surrender all my burden to Him..always follow my simply feelings to handle it...huhuuuu
forgive me Lord.....

God send Holy Spirit to us as our guidance. Bible said that on John 10, the sheep recognize the voice of Shepherd and distinguish between that voice from a stranger, because they know Him…In God we can find our way, but firstly, we have to know and recognize which our own feeling. It hard to know the exactly feeling which one is from God or our own. The main point to know His voice is through know Him intimately, so that we do not certainly go through our feeling whenever we have problem.

“We live by faith, not by our sight”…-one of One Way lyrics

kreativiti

All thing new(macam title album TW)..hehee

Macam2 keja yang boleh dikatakan gila bagi aku yang jarang buat untuk tempoh dua minggu ni...first, aku dye rambut(lupa apa colour)-not obviously...ok la, tak la seperti kazen aku yg pernah kena tegur dengan nenek aku dulu..dikatanya macam "jelu merah or in BM binatang merah"(nenek aku pandai2 buat spesis haiwan satu lagi...sampai sekarang masih tak tau jelu merah tu apa)

then, aku pakai contact lens warna "angel grey"...yang ni aku beli dekat blog Geolens...macam2 kaler ada..semuanya datang dari Korea...cOntact lens ni buat bola anak mata aku besar...No wonder la mata orang Korea look different from us..seumur hidup tak pernah tergerak hati untuk mencuba yang berkaler2




contact lens yang berkaler...2.50 tu degree mata..*my first collection*



tadaa....looks natural...cuma bola mata luar biasa besar...*pedulikan eyebags aku yg kelihatan ketara*




Pagi2 lagi lepas breakfast konon2 pegi menemani colleague aku beli fake eyelashes..tup2 aku pula yang lebih2 mencari mana yang sesuai...

masalah kamera....x berapa clear....*tunggu kwn aku MLT beli DLSR...hehee*

Ada la nampak sikit...

+++lepas ni, mau renew apa lagi..renew lesen keta lama lagi...ermmmmmmm+++++++

Apa aku buat di Kuching

Finally....berkesempatan juga pegi Kuching walaupun fulus tak mengizinkan....huhuuuu..

Petang ahad tu bertolak dari Kapit dengan menggunakan last ekspres(first time pakai warf baru). Tak sempat ambik gambar..Yang best dia perjalanan ke sibu hanya mengambil masa 2jam 15 minit disebabkan faktor air sg Rejang extra-vaganza naik. First time naik fligh malam Mas Wing(selalu naik Air Asia..murah sepadan dengan tema Now Everyone Can Fly)..First time juga tengok FA dia bukanlah kategori FA yang buat penumpang pandang dua kali(i mean shape badan dia).

Hari pertama: Meeting bersama HQ

Tidak banyak yang boleh dikomen mengenai meeting ni(rahsia kerajaan-have to zip my mouth)...It was a great opportunity to be part of them actually..i'm juz quite nerve(it's all my hormone fault-can't control)...Meeting bermula jam 9.30 sampai jam 5.00pm(belum dapat menandingi rekod lama aku...meeting before ni yang habis jam 6.30pm)...penat gila duduk dan mendengar kisah2 yang tak boleh aku kongsikan di sini...Bersyukur dapat jumpa 2 orang coursemate di Unimas dan geng lain yang dikenali dan mengenali. Tak banyak yang berubah cuma macam malu2 utk bercerita macam dulu..may be lama tak jumpa sampai tak terkeluar cerita2..Meeting yang begitu _______(isi tempat kosong sendiri)



Mee kolok favourite aku time di Uni...(sayangnya Mee kolok tiada dijual di Kapit)...Bekal sebelum pegi meeting..Mee tak habis ku makan(oily gila)..tapi yang ketulan berwarna "merah" tu habis licin..

Hari Kedua: Interview dengan SKM

Interview bermula jam 8.00am di bangunan STA(Sarawak Timber Association)..time tu aku baru ja abis bersiap...Seperti biasa kawan aku yang setia menjadi driver menemani dan menghantar pegi breakfast. Menu biasa awal pagi -menghantam semangkuk lagi mee kolok..syabas!!!

On the way pegi mencari STA, tiba2 "driver" lupa jalan a.k.a kami tersesat..(pada hal hari sebelum sudah diajar)...cannot blame her becoz it was her "hobby/habit" lost her way...hehehee.. Memang sah ini jalan mati...dua tong drum jadi 'pak pacak'



Peace dari si driver..*dia masih single*


Pusing punya pusing, bangunan STA berjaya dijejaki....Sayangnya tak sempat ambik gambar lobby STA yang cantik...walaupun dua tahun yang lepas time di Unimas pernah buat lawatan ke sini, may be time tu aku tak reti menilai seni..


Ini bukan lobby STA yang aku maksudkan...tapi lobby SKM..



Lepas isi borang, baru tau yang aku pemohon terakhir untuk sesi pagi...wowww...macam best jadi last person..

Aku boleh lupa untuk 'neves' gara2 syok tengok cerita dalam TV ni...





Dengan junior sama fakulti...luckily we're at the same day..*muka aku macam ada yang tak kena..'something wrong somewhere' *



Tepat jam 1.00pm bru la turn aku..soalan2 ni la akan aku ingat sampai mati

*sekiranya komputer dimasuki virus, apa yang anda harus dilakukan?*

_aku dengan selambanya jawab, beli antivirus..in case xda antivirus, kalo tak pun download dari internet_penemuduga tersenyum dan ketawa mendengar jawapan..

kenapa la dalam kepala otak ku tak boleh bagi jawapan yang lebih padat...perkataan "format" memang tiada dalam kamus otak..a new lesson learn..:)



Dengan keadaan perut yang berbunyi, sesi temuduga akhirnya berakhir...masa untuk makan tengahari..wuuuuu.. shopping...yayyyy!!





Hari terakhir


Pagi2 dah berkemas...*tapi tetap juga sweater tertinggal*

Hari untuk "membalikkan" diri...syukur guna flight boleh la simpan tenaga..-itupun ditanggung-..thanks God

with fely*bercuti 2 hari semata-mata menemani aku*..congmao gurl..


Harap la lepas ni, pegi Kuching dapat bershopping..



++++Takziah untuk MLT...she lost her lovely grandma on the day i leave Kapit...sorry for not being around you gurl..>>>>>>

Sekitar program latihan & seminar kelab pengguna sekolah

Bayangkan aku jadi reporter...kira dia begini la kunun2 laporan ringkas tu..bayangkan


KPDNKK melalui GPK(Gerakan Pengguna Bahagian) dengan kerjasama kelab pengguna sekolah di Bahagian Kapit telah menjalankan seminar kepenggunaan yang bertempat di dewan SMK Selirik(my ex-school).Seminar tersebut telah disertai oleh pelajar Tingkatan 4 dan Tingkatan 6 Rendah dari 3 buah sekolah iaitu SMK Kapit, SMK Selirik dan SMK Kapit No.2. Program dimulakan dengan dengan sesi ceramah yang disampaikan oleh staf KPDNKK.
*gambar sesi ceramah tiada di "display"....terpaksa balik ofis gara2 ada urusan*
Ceramah "chatu jam" terpaksa ditinggalkan...





the bannner..simple













Orang kuat PA system









Sesi kedua iaitu sukaneka dan LDK dimulakan pada waktu petang turut bertempat di dewan yang sama.

Antara aktiviti yang dijalankan

Bola api beracun... Menguji teori menghafal

acara pengantin berhias...

the best costume..

kiri: pengantin pakai spec..

kanan: bertemakan lanun..Pirates of carribean or pirates of 'pala ikan'

inilah muka di belakang tabir..pasukan sorak/badan pemerhati/pengadil



serius ja boss,

pengadil 'pengantin berhias'-topi merah..sempat gk pose

pose luar dewan...ingatkan dapat escape awal..ABC open Air dilupakan sekejap gara2 terkantoi dgn boss

'indu rega'

Team hijau-half of KPDNKK Kapit

muka penat/mata merah....d best day i ever have

Sekian, laporan hari ini...:)

now i know my talent

Remember the last post about my new project..I give it name as "mookie"(sound like monkey..no3x)..macam best disebut
fuhhhh..finally i finished it..it take almost one week..Have to postpone for two day due to the syndrome "red eye" that i got from my lens or may be from the dust...

I'm not kind of inovative person..so..i'm just "copy and paste" it from lyn(MLT)*actually she got it from her grandma*


I never thought that i have a talent...huhuuuu..Thanks God..*terharu*


I hanged it in my car..everytime my car move, "mookie" also move..spinning around..like it..

new life...new project

I'm too excited with my new project....ermmmm...this coming weekend i'm gonna start it...woooww..my weekend become a "busy" day....yayyyyyy!!!!!

later, i'll post it here...hopefully it'll be work..:)


"Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrow keeps you Human,
Failure Keeps you humble,
Success keeps you glowing,
but only Faith & Attitude Keeps you going...."

i have to be strong..

My blog in a silent mode..yeahh!!there too much thing that i have to think(eventhough..it's hard to pretend that i don't care actually)..everyday i try to keep busy..so that my mind not think too much...huhhhh

Just now, i have to be strong...i still have my God who always there for me..:)
how i wish i'll know why all this thing happened..
the day after..............